An amazing day for a rant.

I just finished watching an amazing show called: If you really knew me. It was beyond amazing. It inspires me every time I see show, movies, songs, books, and people trying to save high schools from cliques, bullies, race, sexuality, body type, and academics.
My senior year in high school, my school was a part of a program called Friends of Rachel. It was an amazing program that thought stories about an ordinary girl wanting to change the world, but her life was ended before she ever fully understood the changes she was going to make on kids around the world. If you want more information about Rachel’s Story. Here is a link (http://www.rachelschallenge.org/)
to their website and the organization also has a MySpace page.
Also today I enjoyed a wonderful episode of Pretty Little Liars! It is my new all time fave show. But before all the crying and trying to figure out the mystery that Hanna, Emily, Spencer, and Aria, had me glued to the TV for, I spent the day with my wonderful Boyfriend, Joe.
We went to Joe’s grandmother’s house and spent the day with her. I love feisty old ppl, they make being old fun. We also had lunch at Ezell’s. If you are ever in Lower Alabama, You MUST get directions to Ezell’s Fish Camp. Amazing SEAFOOD!

Enough about my day, I just want to get a few things off my chest.
1. I really hope Joe takes this job where he will be travelling and making good money, bc within the next two years I want to get married and start a family.
2. I really hope I get this job at the bank. I don’t want to be stuck working at my family’s business the rest Of my life, guessing if I’m going to get a paycheck this week, or hoping we made enough money to give me a check to cover all my bills. I want security. I want to be able to put money up and save for my future. I want to be able to rely on me and not anyone else until the day I get married. I don’t want to work at a grocery store the rest of my life making minimum wage. I want to live and have freedom. I want to have an education I can use.

3. I feel like I’m losing my best friends. I don’t see them often. They or I never text or talk. And if I see them it is only for a few minutes a week.

4. I’m tired at sitting a home and on having money. It is an awful feeling. Joe says he knows how I feel but I don’t like he does. He knows what it is like to not have money, but he does make money to pay his bill and then be guaranteed to get a pay check.
Ugh. Thank you for letting my rant. I have faith that all things will work out but I just had to get that out of my head.