100% Real.

There are times I feel like I’m alone.
Like there is no one else feeling the things I feel.
There is no one else going through the things I’m going through.
Feeling the things I feel.
I wish there was one person who would stay in my life forever and never leave me with the ppl that are in my life.
They are the ones that make me feel like I’m alone. Like I can’t say anything, like I can’t breathe, talk, walk, and even think right at times.
I try to stay out of everyone’s way. I try to please them. I try to be the good daughter, friend, and girlfriend. But some days no matter what I do I feel like I have failed them all.
But I think they are the ones that failed me. They are the ones who can’t think, breathe, feel, or walk right. They are the one who should feel bad. They are the one who should be crying and feeling alone. Not me. I shouldn’t. I haven’t done anything wrong.
Only thing I have done is try to please everyone.
That is the only thing I have done wrong.