My week :(

So I have been sitting in this very spot for about a week now.

I fell off a ladder at work and messed up my ankle really badly.

At first I was told that it was just a really bad sprang and that within a few days it would be fine.

After 3 days of sitting here and there was no improvement, I went back to the doctor.

If I wouldn't have  went back to the doctor I probably would be a work right now trying to get up and down the ladder making my ankle and foot worse than what it is.

The doctor looked in my file and saw where to radiologist looked at my xray a 2^nd time and found that I had a previous break on my ankle that had happen over 3 years ago. 

A piece of my ankle bone broke off and attached itself to a tendon. 

While my ankle healed the bone fragment “grew” to the tendon and my ankle.

When I fell the other night it pulled the two pieces apart.

So I was in a lot of pain and I need physical therapy.

Due to the fact that I did it at work Workmen’s Comp. is supposed to pay for my medical bills.

Well they denied my Physical therapy and ordered me back to work….and I still can’t walk.

So last night was the first night back to work since Monday.

It was awful. I had to sit on a stool at the register for 4 hours unable to get up and move around.

The only good part about going to work was getting out of the house.

But I hated every minute of it.

I’m so ready to be about to walk again.

I feel like I have gained 20 lbs.

But I know it is just from the pain shots and not being able to walk and move around.

I think I would feel better if I weighed less and I probably move more…but I don’t and I’m going to fix that. As soon as I can walk and move.

a short thank you!

I'm addicted!
.....to what you ask?
Well it a song that Mr. Adam (hehe) posted on my Facebook.
I can't get enough of it. I think today alone I have listened to it over 20 times.
I just keep hitting the repeat button....!
Like..now!! (just clicked on play again) hehe!

So i would like to thank Adam for my new favorite song!
Thank you sweetie <3!

Labor Day Excitement

It has been a couple of weeks since I have last posted.
Not much has changed or nothing new has happened.

Well that is kinda untrue...but I can't tell you what happened yet <3!

But I can tell you what happened Monday!!!

Okay, so Monday September 5, Labor day, I opened the store by myself.
My boss had called the store to make sure I had everything in order.
By this time the lights went off. About 2 minutes later they came back on.

I didn't call her back. I just finished all my task for opening.
Well I unlocked the door about 3 minutes early because I was finished with all my task and I started my walk through.
Just in case we had missed something the night before. As I'm rounding the corner of the kids aisle I see this SUV come over the hill at the store AIR BORNE! I turn right around and head for the back of the store.

I heard the SUV hit the front of the store. The first thing I do is call my boss, then I call 911.
The guy that hit the store is outside on the phone crying to his mom.

I was like REALLY dude! you called your MOM?!?! but anyways. My boss gets there then the police do.

Well if you are wondering how the guy ended up in our store hears the story:

He was turning out of Walmart. He thought he could beat the car that was coming, but he didn't realize it was as close as it was. So he hit the gas. The SUV lost traction and he over corrected. Instead of hitting the brake he hit the gas. He comes up the hill in front of the store which causes him to be come airborne. When the SUV lands in our parking lot his foot is still on the gas and then BAM he runs in to the store front.

So yea...now we have plywood covering the BIG hole that is in the front of our store. Hopefully it will be fixed in the next week or so.

But pretty exciting labor day....and I was excepting it to be slow and boring.

The Good, Bad, and Tears

Wow, I’m day went from ok to really bad in two text messages.

Oh wow.

I’m not sure what to do with myself at the moment.

I guess I should start from that beginning.

About four years ago, I started texting a guy that I went to school with .

He was a grade or two above me in school, so I never really talked to him much.

I added him of FB and we started talking and stuff.

Well we exchanged numbers and we texted, talked, and so on.

Over the four years we have hung out a little

Not much bc I knew my parents wouldn’t approve.

So after a while we just stopped talking.

Well I would text every now and then just to see how he was doing.

I really fell head over heels for this guy.

Then I met my EX. We dated for 2 years.

After that I started back talking to old friends trying to kind of re-start my life.

Well one of the ppl I wanted back in my life was him.

And so one day I texted him. We started talking and getting to know each other again.

That’s when I realized those feeling never went away.

I was still head over heels for him.

I kind of told him how I felt, and I thought he felt the same way.

But the other day he texted me and said that he got asked to be someone’s boyfriend.

At first I thought it might have been a joke, but he was serious.

He had been talking to this girl for a while.

He had feeling for her, but she kind of put it on hold.

Then out of the blue, she asked him out.

He told me he still had feeling for her, but he didn’t know what to do.

And I guess last night he figured it out.

He texted me just a minute ago and told me he had some bad news.

I asked what, he said that he was off the market.

I am devastated.

Well.............

Well I’m not sure what is going on.
My mind is not confused….but it isn’t sure about things anymore.

I’m really in to music lately.
I can’t function without it.
That and TEEN WOLF!!!
LOL I’m addicted to it.

I’m also addicted to texting and catching up with old friends.
I miss them so much.
A lot of them don’t live here or they live here but they r working off somewhere.

I can’t wait to move in with Kori and Ash.
We are getting the water turned on today.
Hopefully they won’t find anything wrong and we can get it turned on today.
If they do then we have to get it fixed before that water gets turned on.

Also I’m excited today because I get to drive my truck!!!
I’m usually driving my mom’s car because I can’t afford the gas in the truck.
But my mom needed the car today so I get the truck WOOHOO!!!!

I have so much I want to say but I don’t have the words!
Its crazy.

I just want everyone to know that I love them and I’m always here for you!

Yay!!!

YAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!

I’m super excited today!

I just purchased my very first bedroom suit!!

It’s vintage and amazing!!!

Plus I just talked to my roomie, and hopefully within the next couple of weeks we will be moving in to our place!!

We have a few minor things to finish.

But I’m still excited.

<3!!!!

Everything happens for a reason!!!

What are you hungry for?

What are you hungry for?

That is the question I was asked today.
The question was more food related but it got me to thinking.
What am I really hungry for?
I’m hungry for love, peace, passion, hope, enlightenment, and so many other things.

The answer to the question is seems so easy until you stop and think.
What are you really hungry for. The easy answer: food.
But what about spiritually?
Are you hungry for God?
Are you hungry for trust?
Are you hungry for respect?

Such a simple question got my mind to racing.

What if everyone stopped to think about the different meaning of questions, words, and such.

First off, we would never get anything done with our day, but joking aside, did it ever occur to anyone that we could be hungry for more than just food.

That our body, soul, and mind needs more that what is handed to us, or what we do on a daily bases?

My soul is craving the company of another.
The feeling of security, love, and total consumption of passion.
My mind is starving for knowledge, words, and challenge.
My body is wanting the indulgence of energy, health, and transformation.

So ask your self.
Just what are you really hungry for?